Bananas....

This is Bella having her first banana! It doesn't look like a banana but it is in a little net feeder. I pretty much LOVE it :) Life is good!

I have a crazy crawler!

Bella is crawling maniac now!! She was just scooting but NOW she is crawling! Last night she bonked her head and her whole gum started bleedin. Poor baby:( She is fine now. We got cleaned up but idk if the blood will come out of all our clothes. At least my princess is still alive and healthy!

Im Tired

Im tired of school. I feel like I'm kind of stuck in it and I'm never going to get out. Its frustrating. Yesterday was a terrible day for this exact reason. I want to take Bella and leave town. Maybe a vacation, maybe forever.

But on a good note, i have A's and B's.

My goal is to beat the stereo type that people have of teen parents. According to the world we are automatically bad parents, stupid, and a disappointment. (Which in some cases, thats true) But I'm tired of this.

Look out world! Here I come!

Just Me :)

My name is Ellie. I was born in McCook Nebraska on June 9th, 1997. I moved to Lincoln right before I entered kindergarten. I went to a small private school from Kindergarten-5th grade than went on to Middle School and High School at another private school. (I don't feel like mentioning the schools names). I got pregnant my freshman year of high school. That was obviously a shock to the small sheltered school.... I was planning on giving my baby up for adoption and that was perfectly acceptable... So I started looking through parents but they didn't fit my criteria. I think that was Gods way of saying that i should keep her. (Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm not. I don't care.) So long story short, the administration at this school didn't like the fact that i was keeping my baby, going against "The Book", and how it looked "bad" to have a single mother at that school. I was formally asked to leave. I am now at a public high school. BUT, the summer before my 10th grade year, on July 6th, I gave birth to the most beautiful human being this world will ever set their eyes on. She is now MY six month old daughter. Everything changed that day. While i was pregnant I knew the general idea of the responsibilities of being a parent but no one told me how it would feel or how it REALLY changes your life. No one told me that you would sacrifice everything for that one human being. Anyway! Enough of that depressing stuff.

That is pretty much my life in the smallest nutshell. :)